A relaxed day, long overdue. A doctor's appointment to discuss a two year old accident and the aftermath that still comes to visit, through pain and fear.
And now, with the family away, with just the cat for company, I am thinking aloud to friends and cousins I have never or not met in a while.
With the kids growing up, and 20 years of marriage behind me and parents not physically around in this world, I am reinventing myself and fulfilling long dormant dreams.
Yes, as mothers and wives, some of us tend to tell ourselves that "later"is a real concept and that people will indeed let us be free, but sometimes you have to wrench that freedom from the grasp of other people's needs.
Don't need me so much please. Let me live for myself too, just a little bit.
I like it.
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